I might sigh deeply in my spirit too. Immediately after
Jesus feeds 4000 people with seven loaves of bread and a few fish, the
Pharisees ask him from a sign from heaven – as if everything he’s done in the
last seven chapters isn’t enough. In his exasperation, he replies: “Truly I
tell you, no sign will be given to this generation” (8:12). Is a sign only a
sign if it’s understood?
It’s odd at times what Jesus tries to keep secret versus
what he says quite openly. In these chapters, he insists on healing a deaf man
in private and orders people to tell no one. He takes a blind man out of the
village to heal him and tells him to avoid the village on the way home. He
sternly orders the disciples not to tell anyone about him, even though he has
just heard how confused the people are as to his identity.
Yet he says quite openly that the Son of Man “must
undergo great suffering, and be rejected by the elders, the chief priests, and
the scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again” (8:31). We’re now
at the halfway point of the story. Has Jesus always known this? Is that why he’s
so bold about calling out the Pharisees and scribes on their hypocrisy? What’s the
point of being subtle?
Even when he’s clear, the disciples still think he’s speaking
in parable. “Listen to me, all of you, and understand: there is nothing outside
a person that by going in can defile, but the things that come out are what defile…for
it is from within, from the human heart, that evil intentions come” (7:15, 21).
But how did those intentions get there in the first place? Better yet, what is
to be done about them?
We’re given our first hints of an answer at the end of
chapter 8: “If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and
take up their cross and follow me. For those who want to save their life will
lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake, and for the sake of the
gospel, will save it” (8:34-35). How do we go about losing our lives?

